I am sorry.

I am sorry for the things i sad and/or did. i just got angry. anyways, you said you dont wanna talk about it anymore, and i agree. but im so glad we made up! :)

this sucks.

school is just now starting to be ok. i'm starting to make more friends. i'm starting to feel more comfortable in this new environment. i thought i had this one great friend....but thats falling to pieces. we were the perfect friends. we wore the same clothes style, we listened to all the same music, our thought process was almost the same, we were always so random all the time. like i said, we were the perfect friends...or so i thought. these days she never smiles anymore, her sense of humor has gone dry, she doesnt know how to take a joke, and we never see eye to eye on things. i thought everything was perfect. but now we're arguing more than ever. right when everything is starting to ease up on me...my grades are getting better, we are 95% of the way recovered from the losses of loved ones. and then this has to pop up out of nowhere and happen. i thought i had a new best friend. but things had to go and change so sudddenly.

possibly...

yea im really bored. this morning had been ok. Except i woke up and saw that i had fallen asleep with the t.v. on and i had left my contacts in. I want to go to the mall with Janay. But i got grounded because i woke on wednesday morning at 7:00, and i couldnt get ready in time, and if i was late, i would get demerits. And i can't get anymore demerits.
Anyway, i found out a job that i might be interested in doing. Being a recreational therapist sounds pretty fun. But then my mom told me they make less than a teacher. But then she suggested that i get a major in occupational therapy and a minor in recreational. That sounds pretty good to me. I'm still not so sure where i want to go to college though. But i have to go to college in indiana, because we are doing that 21st century scholars thing. yea.....

I'm sick and all...

This morning i woke up and had bad cramps and my stomach hurt pretty bad, so i had to stay home from school. Right now, i'm just working on my science fair scientific report. I don't understand how to do the report...but oh well. So I'm just in bed bein bored and stuff. I hope Megan rides my bus anyways so my mom can pick her up. But i doubt she will.....
Nothing to interesting has been oging on around my place, just the usual. I'm ONLY supposed to use the computer for homework today, so i'm gonna go before i get in trouble. so yea....

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I have really bad, awful, painful cramps. ughh.....

School needs to be illegal

For some reason, i've been dreading writing in this blog. I mean...it's fun and all, but im having a hard time choosing what to put. there's just so many thoughts i have.

I guess i'll start off with school. Ugh. Im doing awful. I'm pretty certain that at the moment i am failing math. Homework is seriously becoming a REAL problem for me. I mean, i get the stuff while im in class, but when im attempting my homework when im at home, with no teacher's help, everything that could go wrong does. I forget the material, i leave my papers or books at school , i get distracted. It's really, like i said, becoming a serious problem for me. I am going to see into getting a math tutor.