this sucks.

school is just now starting to be ok. i'm starting to make more friends. i'm starting to feel more comfortable in this new environment. i thought i had this one great friend....but thats falling to pieces. we were the perfect friends. we wore the same clothes style, we listened to all the same music, our thought process was almost the same, we were always so random all the time. like i said, we were the perfect friends...or so i thought. these days she never smiles anymore, her sense of humor has gone dry, she doesnt know how to take a joke, and we never see eye to eye on things. i thought everything was perfect. but now we're arguing more than ever. right when everything is starting to ease up on me...my grades are getting better, we are 95% of the way recovered from the losses of loved ones. and then this has to pop up out of nowhere and happen. i thought i had a new best friend. but things had to go and change so sudddenly.