yea,

i'm not doin so great these days. I'm pretty sad right now for two reasons. The main reason is, my grandma had a heart attack the other day and since then things have gotten really hard. But also we planned a holiday world trip with me, maddie, wendy, taylor, mallory, and tyler. But i had to stay with my brother while my mom was at the hospital today.

And now i just feel like crying. Things are stressful.

And, lulu won't be here for my birthday. And things never work out like they should these days no matter how thouroughly i plan. I don't want to sound all complainer-like.


But, yah know.

bumbuduh.

i hate answering the home phone because i know none of the people calling our house are calling for me or else they would call my cell. But earlier my mom had said while i'm out, Val might call. So im just like yea ok. Then after she left the phone rang and a man said "hello, jenifer?" And i said "no, it's lauren. Is this Val?" And the guy was like "Uh, No. I have the wrong number." And you don't even care, haha. pointless story. Hmm, i want to hang out with people. It feels like i haven't done that in a while. But whatever.

Much love.

Just some things..

Well, first. I had a wonderful time with my cheetalicious friend, Laura on Friday. That was a darn funny time when i honked at that jeep while we were at the park and he CHASED us but not really im just being dramatic. Hhaha, what creeper actually turns around when someone honks at them.
Turns out me and lulu are more alike than we even knew, which is awesome. I'm so glad that i have found a friend who shares the near exact same likes and dislikes as me.
Holiday world with the diva crew on Friday. I am pumped. Its gonna be a great time, despite that obstacle me and Maddie talked about. :) It's all good, though.

Also, I really wish i didn't like twilight. But i do, and i can't help it. No matter how much i understand how overdone and how popularly annoying it is, i still can't help but get excited for the New Moon movie in November.

But, i guess it doesn't matter. I love my divalicious supermodel friends :)

oh, and I'm reading Glass by Ellen Hopkins. It's one of those Crank books.
Anyone read those and how do you like them?

goodbye.

Lulu is hott.

I just really thought it was necessary to dedicate this blog to my new best friend, La Cassidy. I love that girl. She is just the most dad-gum amazing person evaa! And she doesn't even know how cool she is! Lulu, you are just great and don't let nobody tell you otherwise!! You are a great person. Don't EVER let anyone be mean to you. If they do, go tell a teacher or the principal they will help you. You are a supermodel friend and you are beautiful no matter what everyone tells you. Remember this, kitties rule boys drool. Just believe in yourself that's more than enough so go on and live you dream. You've got nerve and remember, life's what you make it so lets make it ROCK! You are a fashionable smart glamorous woman. You have the chance to shine! So don't ever, ever, EVER be afraid to shake it! I already told you this. But that's okay. It is just critical that you keep that in your mind and heart all the time.
Much love, girl.