yea,

i'm not doin so great these days. I'm pretty sad right now for two reasons. The main reason is, my grandma had a heart attack the other day and since then things have gotten really hard. But also we planned a holiday world trip with me, maddie, wendy, taylor, mallory, and tyler. But i had to stay with my brother while my mom was at the hospital today.

And now i just feel like crying. Things are stressful.

And, lulu won't be here for my birthday. And things never work out like they should these days no matter how thouroughly i plan. I don't want to sound all complainer-like.


But, yah know.